Not Good bye

This is not goodbye this is see you later. Our path crossed for a reason unexplained GOD had a job for me to attend. I obey his command and did the best I can, so now i sit here saying until I see you again. A heavy heart yes indeed because I never knew a touch of kindness could be felt so deep. As we part with our last word our hand linger as our fingers are touch for the last time. I look into your eyes see that happiness that I knew you had inside I take a sigh and say inside thank you god for this time. You turned and walked away and I knew it was our last day....

Window....

Looking through the windows of life. So many tears rolling down her eyes. A love that once was so pure so honest so loved destroyed by deception. She sits and wonder what is love suppose to be like. Is love mean being hurt, falling tears and feeling like an empty soul? She wipes the dirty window and see nothing but fog nothing but rain. She closes her eyes and ask for a true description of this feeling that everyone calls the best feeling ever. Drops her head her.,,head in her hands and sighs...why does something so described as so good feel so bad.....Can u wipe the cloudy window and dry the rain and show me where love is???? Maybe one day she will be able to wipe that window and see the true meaning....

Freestyle Writing II

Why would it be wrong? Two hearts , Two love, Two bodies wrapped as one. Nothing but heat, passion and desired. So why do people make it seem like is so wrong? To look down on these two bodies that become one. Nobody should judge a love that is so uncommon to them but yet common to you? Her lips, Her touch and her smile makes anyone be desired. This may not make sense to you but it does to me. Because when i look in her eyes I have found a new me>

Good Ol' Ghetto Episode #2

"Maybe you just got started but I've been shaking my ass for a while." I smiled. He laughed.
"So how about you join me for a drink?" He asked. I looked around pretending as if I was looking for someone.
"Are you meeting someone?"He asked curiously looking in the same direction I was looking. I had to laugh to myself because he was not the only one that had game.
"No, I was just looking around for your woman." I said with a smile on my face. He laughed.
"Well you can look all night love, because I'm single."
"Not exactly what I've heard."I said with a giggle.
"Hmmm, that means someone has been doing their homework." He smiled showing a sign of cockiness.
"Well you know, I'm the type of gal that when I see something I like I inquire about it, plus it wasn't very hard. People do talk you know."
"Are you going to listen to people or are you going to listen to me?"
"No offense uh..."
"Jaden, people call me Jay R"
"Jay R?" I asked of course confused because Jaden did not have a R in it anywhere.
"Yes as in Jay Romances... Jaden Romances." He smiled.
"Ok I got it, so you are supposedly romantic huh? Is that what what they are calling players these days?" I asked as I leaned into him.
"I like to think that I'm romantic and I'm not a smooth talker or a player, I speak the truth and what's in my heart." He smiled showing his pearly whites and those deep dimples of his. I laughed.
"You're good, I have to hand it to you."
"Well ummm, I didn't catch your name."
"You could have caught it if I threw it." I pointed out letting him know that he is not the only one with cockiness. "Divaria, people call me Diva."
"Well Diva are you going to have that drink with me or are you scared?"
"Scared of what? A drink? Not likely, besides nothing scares me, not even players like you." I smiled and gave him a wink as I twisted my hip which leaned against him a little.
"Players huh... Well I'm not a player, I'm single, free to do what I please it's not my fault women adore me. When I find the right woman that can capture my heart then I'd be in a relationship but since I have not found her, I have fun. That's real talk."
"I'm wondering what this woman would have to possess because, I'm sure you are picky as hell, not that you shouldn't be but well you know what I'm saying. And yes I'll have a drink with you." As we began to walk over to a table in the far back my cell phone chimed to "She got her own" by Ne-yo. I instantly knew it was my step sister Dominique whom I call Dee. I excused myself for a second and answered my phone.

"What's up sis?"
"What's up sis? Heffa where are you?" Dee sounded a little annoyed.
"I'm at the club but um you already knew that, I'm here every Friday night." I answered getting annoyed as well.
"Oh so you just left my ass here to act like your damn secretary?"
"What in the hell are you talking about sis?"
"You're chick just left, and my guess is she is on her way to the club."
"Deja?"
"Damn how many chicks do you have? I want to be like you when I grow up."
"Whatever! It's only Deja Heffa!" I responded thinking to myself, that was a dumb ass question.
"Well don't ask me stupid ass questions if you don't want a stupid ass response." Dee responded.
"Damn bitch get over your PMS already. Did she just leave?"
"Yea. I'm on my way to the club too. Holla at you when I get there." Dee said and hung up. I looked at my phone like she could see me. I instantly dialed Deja's number. As soon as she picked up I quickly said, "Heyyyy baby! You was looking for me?"

"Diva, you know I was looking for you." She responded dryly. I thought to myself, Damn even upset she sounded sexy as hell.

Now I know you must think I am just as much of a player as Jaden but I'm not. Dejanay is my first girlfriend and I love the hell out of that girl but sometimes I need more and she would never understand that. I know that is foul but I've been with Deja for a year and a half and now I'm itching for some male company if you know what I mean. Don't get me wrong, Deja handles hers and not to sound cocky but she is sexy ass hell. She is a aggressive femme, light skin complexion, green eyes, a shape that would make a straight chick turn lesbian. I'm just saying, my chick is BAD!
"Babe where am I every Friday night?" I asked.
"Yeah I know but damn love, every Friday?"
"I've asked you to come with me and you always refuse."
"Well guess what love?" She said in her ultimate sexy voice.
"What mami?" I asked.
"I'm right outside the club right now bout to get in." She said and I immediately snapped my head around toward the front door, Deja coming in the club and Jaden coming toward me. Shit! I thought to myself.